aunty mila<3

Saturday, November 11, 2006

thrusday

met chester on wed night
yeah ches's cousin gave us both lobang
helping out at singapore tourism board's staff day at tanjong beach
seventy bucks for ten hours
yeah it was fun
read on

came back from swimming and running
and met him at 12midnight at my place
haha, he was kind enough to wait lah, i wanted to watch the highlights
cycle around, ate at some nearby indian restaurant
wanted to go to the extreme end of east coast to see couples mating in their cars, but realised we're actually too old for it

came back at arnd 2
took my mat, pillows, blankets and sleeping bag down to the swimming pool
and my russian vodka and bourbon whiskey
haha

so we bought some cans of coke and orange juice
mixed coke with bourbon = bourbon coke
orange with vodka = vodka orange
yeah
we drank like 7 half-cups of bourbon coke and 3 half-cups of vodka orange each
and something else which i shall not mentioned here
didn't seen him for quite awhile, so we chatted abt some stuff

yeah chester was complaining of his head heavy and stuff
slept around 3plus and wake up at 4.45
we were supposed to reach harbour front by 6.45am
woke up and ches vomitted immediately

packed stuff, came back home, bathe and went over thr

haha thr were quite a number of helpers,
a majority of them were from acs barker lah, nine of them
the rest were indians and malays, couple of years above us
yeah and you know something funny
eight out of nine of them smoke okay, and jason being the only one (at the extreme right)

during the activity
timothy "hey zenghao, i need a SB"
me "huh, what's SB?"
timothy "smoke break"
me "haha"

hey jiarong, you know who jason is?
he's from waterpolo also
and both of us reckon that sean poh is a fuckhead

haha you see this indian woman
yeah i was supposed to chain her up using ten locks
so i decided to chain her head instead

what the fuck
it started raining at arnd 3plus, midway all the activites and games

this young little girl is amazing mann, i tell you
more hardworking than me
came with her parents to help out,
and she didn't get any pay
and she's from team singapore
ice-skating
that's why she looks damn familiar

me "hey girl, what's your name?"
*i forgot the name, haha
me "oh, you primary what ah?"
she "sec one"

near the end, supposed to clear the rojak record thing
ches and i decided we are big enough not to clear
went off to get free ice-cream

came back
a damn funny malay boy came along
malay "hey boy, ice-cream nice anot?"
me "not very nice lah"
malay "so do you want to come and help?"
*the rest of the people laugh
malay "joking only ah"

haha, that's why i prefer malay boys than chinese
haha

while waiting for ches's cousin to finish her briefing with the organisers
we decided to chat up this aunty selling ice-cream
then then then
after 30minutes or so
we struck a damn good deal okay with her

chester's cousin, her boyfriend and her boss

ohya, i didn't tell you this
ches's cousin is extremely good okay
as in, she kept asking ches if he's hungry and stuff
that's why we are able to slack okay

friday
yeah i've been a pig
slept until 2pm
met jinyi at her place arnd 5
she was having a sore throat and stuff
waited for her parents to come back
and then off to geylang to eat
in the end, we went to suntec instead
bcos she was feeling uncomfortable and stuff
like everywhere she goes, people were staring at her from all directions
fucklin sick, took a cab down to suntec
and ate at swensens instead
on our way back on the cab
this cabbie was being abit funny
kept talking to us and teaching her ways to lie to her parents
yeah came home arnd 11plus
and train

saturday

went out to have lunch with my family
came back
the rest went out

stay-home saturday today
yeah call me a loser or whatever
suit yourself
i love staying home, being alone at times
giving myself some space
doing things myself, my own way
have my own privacy, sorting out my own thoughts
my two sisters say i am autistic
i beg to differ

and besides, i want to be alone for now
literally going out everyday since the end of exams
and what with the training, working, outings,
my complexion is getting lousier

came back arnd 3pm
it was such a lovely day to stay home and relax
with the cool breeze and the slight drizzle coming into my room
a cup of hot coffee on my bedroom table
lay on my bed
pachelbel's classical piece of music smoothing my ears
stared at my cosy tangerine walls,
slowly i thought of you again,
flashbacks of sweet memories came into my mind
your hugs,
your smiles,
your smell,
your kisses
with that, i felt your presence right beside me
i was contented
i fell asleep, only to be awaken by my sisters' irritating voice hours later

um hey guys out thr
i may not be a sweet-talker at times
boys being boys don't exactly share their feelings right
but i just want to tell that you all are special in my life
really, all my closest friends
ronald
fok
teck
yihao
ches
jiarong
just to name a few

i don't know how the world did i get to know you all
i don't know how it happens
or where it gets its start
but all those happiness that it had brought me,
always gives me that special lift,
that is unexplainable
can you literally do nothing with the other person?
can you enjoy those moments of life that are utterly simple?
a memory lasts forever
never does it die
true friends stay together
and never say goodbye

and not forgetting you, qing
yeah you know something,
i think both of us really need each other in the long run
i'm not sure what i really meant,
perhaps it's just my intution?
yeah about your problem with stefan
i'm sorry i can't be thr for you right now
you must be feeling terrible,
but trust me, everything will be alright tmr morning?
don't view life in a hard way mann

while the star of hope she leaves him; 8:52 PM